In the Name of Allah the most beneficent & the most merciful
1) Oh my Lord! I truly seek your forgiveness from all those sins
which I have committed while being in comfort and peace and from
those sins which I have committed due to excess of bounties
which you showered upon me and from those sins which I have
committed due to increase in sustenance and from those sins
which I should have been afraid of but I did not refrain from it
since I was aware of your forbearance and from those sins which
you did not expose to the people and from those sins which I
have committed since I was sure that it would not be spread by
you and from those sins concerning which I relied on your
forgiveness۔
2) Oh my Lord! I truly seek your forgiveness from all those sins
where in I have deceived my soul and from those sins in which I
regarded myself low and from those sins due to which I was
eligible for your punishment and from those sins in which my
desires conquered my heart and from those sins in which I
preferred the carnal desires of my heart۔ Woe be unto me Oh my
Lord! I consider you weak but you did not prevent me (with
force) from my (bad) deeds and inspite of being unhappy with my
actions, you forbeared it where as you were already aware of my
nature۔ Oh my Lord! You did not force me in my actions and in
this way did not do injustice to me۔ I seek your forgiveness
from this sins and from all types of sins۔
3) Oh my Lord! I truly seek your forgiveness from all those sins
whose forgiveness I have asked from you and from those sins upon
which I hastened myself۔ Thus I am ashamed of you regarding
those sins which I have committed while being afraid of your
chastisement but continued and pursued it again۔
4) Oh my Lord! I truly seek your forgiveness from all those sins
which you have written for me due to those good deeds which I
determined to perform for your sake only but could not remain
sincere in my intention and performed those deeds in which my
intention was not purely for you but it was for others also and
from those actions which made it necessary for me to change my
intention other than you and most of my actions were similar to
it۔
5) Oh my Lord! I truly seek your forgiveness from all those sins
regarding which pledge had been taken from me by you that I
would not commit them and from those promises which I had done
to you and the covenant which I had with you (but could not
fulfill it) and the responsibility of one of your servants which
I made incumbent upon me for your sake (but could not discharge
those duties) ۔Thereafter I violated (broke) my pledge without
any excuse and my pride and egotism also kept me away from
fulfilling it (my promise)۔
6) Oh my Lord! I truly seek your forgiveness from all those sins
at the time of committing which I was afraid of your servants
and other than you and was ashamed of your creatures but later
continued it again( without fearing you)۔
7) Oh my Lord! I truly seek your forgiveness from all those sins
which I have committed after having certainty that you would
rebuke me for it۔
8) Oh my Lord! I truly seek your forgiveness from all those sins
in which desires of my heart overcame your obedience and I
preferred my likeliness to your orders۔ I preferred the
satisfaction of my soul to your order and satiated my self with
your anger where as you had already asked me to keep away from
it and before I could commit those sins, you left no room for my
justification (excuse) by warning me in advance of its impending
(possible) chastisement۔
9) Oh my Lord! I truly seek your forgiveness from all those sins
which I was aware of and from those sins which I was unaware of
and from those sins which I committed by mistake and from those
sins which I committed intentionally or unintentionally in spite
of knowing that you would ask me regarding those sins and that I
would be questioned by you۔
10) Oh my Lord! I truly seek your forgiveness from all those
sins with regards to which I would be accounted for in front of
you and regarding which I had certainty that you were watching
me but I became negligent that I would be returning to you and
concerning which I forgot to seek your repentance and your
forgiveness۔
11) Oh my Lord! I truly seek your forgiveness from all those
sins regarding which I hoped positively about you that you would
not punish me for it and that you would save me from its
punishment۔
12) Oh my Lord! I truly seek your forgiveness from all those
sins due to which I was deprived of the blessing of praying and
my requests were not granted and my prayers were not answered
and due to which I became disappointed of my wishes (that my
wishes would not be granted by you)۔
13) Oh my Lord! I truly seek your forgiveness from all those
sins which became the cause of my regret and sorrow and which
shortened my sustenance and because of which my prayers were not
answered۔
14) Oh my Lord! I truly seek your forgiveness from all those
sins which gave rise to my illness and disability and is the
cause of my punishment and hardships (adversity) and which
finally resulted in my regret and repentance۔
15) Oh my Lord! I truly seek your forgiveness from all those
sins which I praised with my tongue and from those sins towards
which my soul was attracted and from those sins which I
committed though it was disliked by you and early,you had
punished for those sins which were similar to it۔
16) Oh my Lord! I truly seek your forgiveness from all those
sins which I have committed in day and night in loneliness in
such a way that no one could see me from your creatures۔
Thereafter I left it out of your fear but later I inclined
towards it since I was optimistic regarding you that you would
not punish me (for it)۔ In this way my soul was deceived and I
disobeyed you though I was fully aware of it ۔
17) Oh my Lord! I truly seek your forgiveness from all those
sins which I took lightly and considered it small and from those
sins in which I was involved though I was knowing how severe it
was!۔
18) Oh my Lord! I truly seek your forgiveness from all those
sins in which I helped one of your servants and from those sins
which I beautify in front of my self and from those sins which I
introduced to others or made others aware of it and from those
sins which I continued after being fully aware of it۔
19) Oh my Lord! I truly seek your forgiveness from all those
sins which I committed after creating some excuses for it and
from those actions through which I disobeyed you and from those
actions through which I sought your nearness but was not sincere
in my actions۔ Apparently it appeared that my actions were only
for your sake but in fact I was disobedient to you and my
desires (wishes) in it were not according to your obedience۔
20) Oh my Lord! I truly seek your forgiveness from all those
sins which you have written for me due to my egotism,
ostentation, show off, ostentation in worship, pride, useless
mirth (joy, happiness), envy, being rebellious in front of
truth, thanklessness, jealousy, greediness, anger, miserliness,
oppression, treachery, theft, lie, useless work, sports and play
(games), and similarly other sins and the result of which was
the cause of my destruction and annihilations۔
21) Oh my Lord! I truly seek your forgiveness from all those
sins which was already there in your knowledge that I would
commit it۔ Then I committed it out of my own desires and acted
upon and proceeded in it intentionally and was involved in it
with my own wish, lust and desires۔ I committed those sins with
my own wish but you did not prevent me from it (by force) and in
this way you have not done any type of injustice to me۔ Hence I
seek your forgiveness till the end of my life from these sins
and from all those sins which your knowledge encompasses۔
22) Oh my Lord! I truly seek your forgiveness from all those
sins in which I preferred my anger to your happiness where as my
soul was inclined to your satisfaction (wishes) but I turned
against your wishes and from those sins with respect to which I
was afraid of other than you۔ I bear enmity with your friends
and befriended your enemies and gave them preference over your
best servants and from those sins in committing which I ignored
your satisfaction, Oh the most merciful!
23) Oh my Lord! I truly seek your forgiveness from all those
sins whose forgiveness I had asked from you but later I
continued it again۔
24) Oh my Lord! I truly seek your forgiveness from all those
promises which I had done to you but could not fulfill it
afterwards۔
25) Oh my Lord! I truly seek your forgiveness from all those
bounties that you had bestowed on me but I used it in your
disobedience۔
26) Oh my Lord! I truly seek your forgiveness from all those
good works regarding which I had decided that I would do it for
your satisfaction but later, I was not sincere in my intention۔
27) Oh my Lord! I truly seek your forgiveness from all those
actions which were not prohibited apparently but was forbidden
according to you۔
28) Oh my Lord! I truly seek your forgiveness from all those
sins which are not known to anybody except you and nobody is
aware of it except you, and no one can bear it except your
forbearance and there is no rescue from it other than your
forgiveness۔
29) Oh my Lord! I truly seek your forgiveness from some of the
needs of your servant which were incumbent upon me (but I could
not fulfill it) and I did not have courage to seek his pardon
for it and if he is present in front of me, I feel ashamed to
ask him that he forgive me where as you have the power to make
him please (happy) with me, Oh the most merciful and the most
forgiving!
30) Oh my Lord! It is true that my seeking forgiveness from you
with persistence is my baseness (ignobility) and the abandonment
of seeking your forgiveness inspite of having recognition of
your bountless mercy is my inability (helplessness)۔ Oh my Lord!
How many times you have showed your affection to me though you
are needless of me and how many times I rebelled against you
where as I was in need of your mercy۔ Oh the one who has
promised me (of forgiveness), fulfill your promise۔ Woe be to
one who turned rebellious to you but you forgave him۔ Please
forgive my lapses۔ Forgive me and have mercy on me Oh the most
merciful!
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